Do you ever ask yourself "Who is Blake Steven?"
However, since you asked I'll answer the question anyway.
It was the great Kanye West who, when asked why he does what he does, said:
Kanye, who I of course see as my moral compass in life, sums up in that one quote what I think life should be about.
So what do I do to make sure I am still alive?
I film YouTube videos.
I take photographs.
I create music.
Roll those things into a human shaped form and you get me.
Your question, which you didn't ask, is answered.